Schmetterlinge im Bauch

Butterflies in my stomach - that's what I'm feeling now as I enter this entry..

the clock's ticking, and every day that passes is one day nearer to that day that I am leaving. However this is far different from what I got two years + 2 days ago, for this will be for a far longer duration.

I think the butterflies will fly more vigourously as the seconds, minutes, hours and days pass me by. hope that I can speak to someone to relieve this anxiety inside me, albeit the attempt to seem strong and able to cope. :(

what's driving me now is the fact that I will definitely be far stronger than I've ever been after this experience.

sigh.

Before the Standard Chartered Run

Today was quite hectic - second visit to SITEX - settled my harddisk, smartphone covers and other nitty-gritty stuff. As I predicted, these are those that will give me those headaches as the time gets closer. guess I'd need to be a little more organised in such matters. :P (which is obviously never my strength.)
Evening was not spent at the dance studio (for the third calendar week in a row), but at goethe - for their adventsfeier. was quite nice, with nice sausages and lebkuchen :)) . Hope I will not miss any steps during the next week's lesson.
Walked with M, Z and C from Deutschunterricht in Orchard, while helping Z search for a radio that will be given to an elderly guy as a christmas present. Very touching and alturistic. :D M's a nice guy, while Z and C are both nice chaps. Very chat-able and pleasant to be with. Really enjoyed the time with you. :D

It's an hour before midnight, and tomorrow (in 8 hours time) I will be running a short 10km.
I think I should be in bed soon..